I don't know what I'm gonna do
It's not something I wanna go through
Will I continue to breathe?
When she decides to leave me

Honest, I think about it each and everyday
Like don't go, I'm not ready, wait
Try to assume I'll be fine without her by my side
Then I remember the nights and all the tears I cried
All the tears I've dried from my eyes, I got to
Re-think it, all the tears could fill this water bottle
If only I could swallow my pride and make this girl smile
It's not unusual for a chick to not dig this lifestyle
She thinks I'm wasting my time, I mean it figures
Cause I'm spending time on my music instead of with her
If she had a wish, it'd probably be for me to drop my dream
And work every waking second until I decide to stop to breathe
Is it truly my calling to be miserable?
Everything I do for her, she say I do the minimal
I leave work early, I'm lazy, it's typical
The minute I got a friend whose female, I'm a criminal
But when she's not home, I'm invisible
Can't remember the last time we was unpredictable
Or she acted like I wasn't so damn difficult
We together yet she acts like an individual
And everything I mentioned, well it is fixable
But it's the principal, all this shit is visible
I know what they mean, yeah, the truth hurts
I think I'll lose my motherfucking mind when I lose her

I don't know what I'm gonna do
It's not something I wanna go through
Will I continue to breathe?
When she decides to leave me

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I know it's hard and gets harder everyday
We just gotta tough it out, I swear to god we gonna get paid
Now don't you say what I know you about to say
Like walk up out that door, you betetr find some place to stay
Damn I pay the bills but the crib is in her name
Man and now she's talking about police and who I am
And with a phone call, she can send my black ass back to the slam
Yeah I shoulda ran
But what we have is better than anything I had
And yes I know she fed up but she still give a damn
And so it goes
Will she stay or will she go? I'll never know
But what I do, we always share, sometimes is sunny
Most times it's dark and looking like she's running from me
No endurance, struggling, no money coming
But I'm still right behind her, losing breath luckily
I'm no quitter and I vow to catch up one day
Can't let her get away and get lost in that she say
They only exist when we ain't
Arguing and fighting rather reminiscing about anniversarys and b-days